Love And Faithfulness

I don't know what direction this blog is going. I can't help but think that I'm a fool. For trusting people, for loving people, and for having faith in people. They almost never show me the saim in return. I smile and say I'm always here for them, but I get nothing in return. But then I remember that I need to be, I HAVE to be dependent on one persons faithfulness alone, one person's love alone. A love and a faithfullness that is far beyond any, love, faithfulness, and explanation of either that I can ever come up with. I am always trying to give that love and faithfullness to others, but I forget that when I need it, I can call on a name that makes evil shutter at the mere thought, and ask for comfort. But how do I become confident in this love and in this faithfullness? READING MY WORD, and I knew it from the beginning, but sometimes I am tired, I am sleepy, and sometimes I just don't want to read, but then I put it all into perspective, AM I GOING TO SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE SEARCHING FOR A LOVE AND FAITHFULLNESS I ALREADY HAVE, OR AM I GOING TO BE OK WITH THE ONE THAT CAN BE FAITHFUL AND LOVE ME LIKE NO OTHER? But to be quite honest with you, I haven't made a complete choice yet. I haven't committed my WHOLE self to diligently seeking God. But I do know that that doesn't come over night, but as I read my word and talk to him, NOT JUST IN BAD TIMES BUT IN THE GOOD, NOT JUST WHEN I'M SAD BUT WHEN I'M HAPPY, AND NOT JUST AFTER I MADE IT THROUGH BUT WHILE I'M STILL GOING THROUGH. I really want someone to relate, because I struggle with it daily. So keep in contact with us at stepsoffaithblog@yahoo.com, and comment as well. I wrote this to vent, and to help people realize that we ALL go through this at one time or another. People won't always, and can't always be what we want them to be, because they are human. But there is someone who will be what he promised. He was today, he was yesterday, he will be tomorrow and forever more. Be Blessed.



Brandon